Taking a bone saw to my sternum

Vomiting four shots of small batch Icelandic vodka Fashioning a glory hole from unused sides of Sweetgreen bread Shrinking faster than my shirts Slobbering on day two of adult braces Dozing through round three of ketosis Mourning lost girth Scrubbing the internet of all pre-2018 photos Plucking ripened violent recollections Fiddling with the skin on my forearms Dancing with my shoulders only Sexting with my most-unwell ex Flirting with vivisection