2023-01-20  boop

it's just a waiting game, waiting for your nerves to grow back, waiting to see if they let me into the tower, waiting to go back to a home i moved out of, waiting for someone to respond on slack, waiting for the leaves to propagate, waiting to see what remains of my sanity, waiting to see people i don't want to see, waiting for your reaction to the scones i baked, waiting for my plane, waiting for my hair to grow out, waiting for that scream to worm its way out of my lungs, waiting to see how the court case settles, waiting for the other side of the world to wake up, waiting for something that's not waiting lychee juul pod anyone?